停留

我想

我们都奢望

时间

可以永远停留

在拥抱着对方的那一刻

想让你知道：

2007年

12月24日下午的拥抱

会永远停格在我心里 =)

珍惜

虽然他不完美

虽然不知道以后会如何

但此时

有他在身边

我不求什么了

fromMALAYSIA

2007年12月21日的6点15分
我带着像两片叶子盖在头上的头发
背着乍看下比我还重的青色大包包
和另6位马来西亚同胞从AK883踏入了已有4个月多没走在其上的一片土地。

回到马来西亚了 =)

那种感觉，好特别好特别。

老实说，
我不特别爱国。
但我爱那在它其中的很多东西，尤其是在它其中的许多人。
我的家人，我的朋友，
还有他。

可以再见到你们，
就已经是我这些年来最珍贵的圣诞节礼物 =)

joinThePOKAIs

Hey guys.

Guess what?

FINALS ARE OVER, BABY!!

WOOHOO!!!

And now, for the celebration of bo lui people!
These are what Rin and I had for celebrations.

1 bowl of Mama
1 Meiji black chocolate behind the bowl
2 packets of unopened Mama
1 can of Pepsi
1 big bag of xxx Potato Snack (Rin's fav.)
1 bag of Stick Biscuit
1 bag of snack imported from Taiwan (Wanna's contribution)

Today, Meiji black chocolate
is the center of attention
because I love chocolate best.

Meiji Black Chocolate.

The humble piece of sweetness
which causes the greatest sensation.

" Love me, Give me Meiji." Rin, amateur spokesperson of Meiji.

See, I'm busy diverting your attention from the super small pile of food we have for celebrating the end of finals and the semester. To be frank, that's what we both can afford for now =(

Ya, that's right-we are both almost broke, aka bo lui, aka pokai now. And I still need money to go to the airport and to return to MC as well! Double =(

Anyway, Meiji Black Chocolate is real nice (Please pretend that you don't know I'm trying to divert your attention again).Thanks for that, Wanna XD

By the way, I'm coming back to Malaysia on Friday. Boy, I can't believe I'm saying this, but

HIP HIP HOORAY!

MALAYSIA I MISS YOU!

Haha. See you guys back in Malaysia then! 100 =)

p/s 1:

After blogging about this, Gain brought us to a buffet of grilled meat.

Being weak in the face of food I'm now 79 baht poorer.

Serves me right for being greedy =(

But, to be frank,

That's One Of My Favourite Meals Ever Hahahaha!

Thanks again, Gain =)

p/s 2:

Actually, Rin is a Potato Snack person.

With hair like shit on my head today, it's better for her to be the Meiji BC model.

I dedicate my thanks to her haha XD

PALIApost

1 more day to go. Human Quest I tomorrow. Needless to say, since I'm here you'll all know that I don't feel like studying again haha. Kinda lazy to write proper english too. So, another Singlish and Manglish verison =)

Today's Survey of Math sibeh easy nia. First time finish math so fast. Early know so easy, don't have to stress so much liao...
Oops, say till like dis, if I don't get A for this mar sibeh paiseh? But all also pass ady, suan ba don't care le XD

Last Friday de Principles of Biology I also do until very suang. Cak cak cak circle circle circle for 40 minutes sudah gao dim. My face smile until want pecah adi. 1st time so easy de Bio.
But Wanna ke lian lo. She very yam gong leh, General Biology de textbook = 2 of my textbook, thick until can use untuk hentam orang liao. She study like siao you know.
Too bad SPM not like this. This course really very suang. Lecturer also like me. Not bad la this course, he happy I happy everybody happy.

Laptop dunno why sot sot today. Freaking slow. Cilaka la. Sudah mau tumbuk screen. But I scare la. Later become like Rin's laptop, I can suicide lo. Sure gong ka kiao.
Maybe my laptop sick liao. Later feed it cough syrup see ok anot haha.

The room sibeh hot today. Very beh song lo. They say Thailand now cold season de leh, how come so hot? Kanasai la, I want melt already leh. Want sit still still study also can feel susah untuk bernafas, have to come out la. Later mati sesak nafas, not good lo. 'College student mati sebab room too freaking hot', hohoho. Stupid greenhouse effect, make until the weather so siao.
But even if not hot I also will come out de la, room de connection too good le.

Paiseh la, today a bit siao siao + cakap macam palia orang, tomorrow last day already ma huiyo..
Tomorrow after finals can go market with Gain, yay yay yay~I want eat BEEFBALL! Dunno can find anot, tapi mau juga wakaka~Kamsahamida Opa Gain, tomorrow be my driver wakaka~

Ok la, enough already. 38 also must have limit, go back study le lo...Gambate for me!

MISCELLANEOUSthingy

Here I am again, blogging when I'm not supposed to.
Survey of Math tomorrow. Everyone knows I'm so very deep in love with Math.

Chatted with Aunt Grace just now.
She's one of those great people which you can share anything with.
Even chatted with her about him ;)
She'll be gone by the time I reached KL.
Wished so much that I could see her when I was back T.T

Missing him again.
Last night was great. Chatted with him about many things we should have discussed some time ago. Really looking forward to see him =)
Just now missed my mom's dishes and Malaysia's nasi lemak and OUG Laksa.
Here we only have fake nasi lemak and tom yam T.T

5 days more before I'm back =)
Countdown-ing.
Too bad that I have to get past the finals first.

By the way did you see my Amoeba in the left column of my blog?
Flowers have grown in the fields at last hohoho~

Back to studies now. Tata.

GIBBERISHgibberish

2 more exams to go. Survey of Math tomorrow, Human Quest I the day after tomorrow.
Read Xiaxue's blog last night. Language usage seriously affected by Singlish and Manglish for the moment, so non-Malaysians and non-Singaporeans will find this hard to understand...Sorry guys, stressing now please forgive me and kamsahamida~

Aikz. Sibeh lazy to study leh.
But I also don't want to die.
Kiasu la. I don't want to get very little CGPA.
Tapi, malas lah tau.

Last night Rin's laptop crashed to the floor and her monitor said tata to her.
Kesian dia. Ke lian la. Here no laptop, especially in holidays, can die you know.
Cannot simply go here and there. Need money, we both nearly pokai liao lo.
Have to sikit sikit simpan jadi bukit liao.

Last last night we saw shooting stars.
Real shooting stars, ciu ciu ciu coming down very nice leh.
We screamed like siao cha bor when they came, Gain who was with us also become siao gia.
Results of studying too much for finals, paiseh paiseh.
When missed a star, Rin jumped up and down 5 times in a row on the tracks.
If on the grass, that area de grass sure all mati gong ka kiao.
After finals I blog nice nice for that, ok? Ok.

Aikz. Still don't feel like studying.
But si budak Wira di tepi tu, rajin sangat leh. Tak tau buat ape dia rajin sangat.
Study until goyang goyang atas kerusi. Pertama kali nampak orang rock rock atas kerusi yang bukan rocking chair sambil baca buku.
Make me so guilty nia.
But because I'm using his lappie now, he cannot simply go away from his studies to play Warcraft. So I'm actually helping him, correct or not? Correct.

Oh ya. Happy belated birthday to my mom.
Don't know you get my sms from lim zi le siaopo or not.
My phone credit boliao. Cause I called some more siaopo back in Malaysia.
Padan muka saya. Call without thinking haha.

Wa today I sound very local leh.
Once in a lifetime write palia things like this can la, English major not god what.
Once in a while don't have to try write good english de right? Right.

Wuwu. I go back to study la.
5 more days to go, fighting fighting na Chia Han Ning!

考前杂记

呵呵，禁令一被破，本小姐又溜到博克这里来了。

没办法。满脑子里都是Principles of Biology 的东东，一大堆骨头神经线还有大肠小肠外加动物植物细胞进化论，念得反应都有点像单细胞生物了。
溜来写点东西再回去陶醉在Paramecium和Amoeba的世界吧。

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昨天跟傻婆琦聊了很多，聊的是有段日子都没去碰的感情世界。
琦那看起来傻傻的外表跟往常一样，装了不少郁闷。

感情这门东西，甜起来可以糖尿病，苦起来可以要你命。
连像阳光一样的琦也逃不了被乌云罩一罩。

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For Darling Sor Po Chih:
I believe things aren't always what they look. In fact, I believe that they aren't as worst as they seem and as you think. By the way, kinda really miss your smile, girl.Remember to have a cuppa with me when I'm back next week =) It's just so hard to wait for 9 more days to be over.
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想起了一个问题。
常常被问起，为什么会是他。

对呀，为什么会是他。
他不特别帅，不特别好。
选择了他，还有种种的压力，过程中也失去了一些可能永远都挽不回的东西。

为什么还是他。
想了好久，终于把零零碎碎的思绪整理出一个答案。

He saw me when I was invisible.

一个在我隐形的时候，依然看得见我，肯留在我身边陪我的人
已经有让我珍惜他的理由。
就好像我非常珍惜在马来西亚，和在这里会把我从角落揪出来一起闹的朋友们一样。

He saw me when no one else did.

他看见了我。
不只看见了我好的一面
最狼狈最难堪的一面，他也看过。

永远都不会忘记在第一个他离开我的时候，
他是怎样地看到了我在别人面前的第一次崩溃。
永远都不会忘记2007年3月3日的化学期中考前，
他是怎样地看到了躲在一旁的我脸上的不安。

还没牵起我手以前，他就已经看见了我。
在那种时候，他没有把我视而不见。

当然他也没有像偶像剧里的男主角默默伸出手来拥抱我。
个性有点像木头的他，会嘴里碎碎念地先站在一旁不知所措
然后才慢慢地伸手把我扶起。

久了之后，他根本不会把我扶起。
他会在我身后默默地看
看我自己爬起来
然后走到我身边告诉我：你做得很好。

因为他知道我真正需要的不是一只无时无刻都在我跌倒时扶我起来的手，
而是学习自己爬起来的几堂课。

牵起了我手以后，他虽然不会在每一次需要他的时候都在，
但到目前为止，真正难过的时候，他都尽自己的能力不缺席。

对。他并不是最好最棒的那一位。
但最温柔最体贴的也不是我。
在他需要我的时候，我也不是每一次都在他身边。

所以
至少是在现在
我还是清楚自己除了他，
还是他。

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好久不见，好想再见的宝贝：
这些说不出的话，你看到了吗。

SHOUTout

I know I'm not supposed to be here, but there is something I have to say for the moment:

TO HELL WITH LIBRARY ASSIGNMENTS!

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NINGKITIONARY, the free dictionary of nonsense

L

library assignments (n.)

a very stupid piece of work which is supposed to teach students how to use the library:

After completing my library assignments, I found that I still know as much as I did before about the library.

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Done. Back to revision.

Love,

Ning who's getting touchy dued to finals

MIA

Blogging is one of my favourite ways to kill time.

Unfortunately, as the finals are coming,

I don't have the desire to kill time as there is not much time for me to kill anymore.

I'll be MissingInAction until the finals are over.

Tata guys, thanks for reading my blog.

Muakz!

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By the way, here's to my green green cucumber in Malaysia:

GOOD LUCK SIAOPO! I'm sure the mic won't explode while you sing!

You better pass the audition gal! All the best!

meetTheBBQgang

The BBQ Gang
Established in September 2007
Founded by Rin/Wanna/Ning/Gain/Jimmy (choose the one you favour most *wink wink*)
Founded to ensure the welfare of members in terms of food, meat in particular.
Pictures taken by Wanna and Rin

The Very First Meeting of the BBQ Gang

It was a kinda cold and very hungry night in September 2007.

The students of MC were either gorging themselves

on cafe food or gobbling mama for the night.

Rin and Ning and Wanna, the very-new-freshmen in the college

were wondering whether there were other options.

Seeing their wondering faces,

Gain, an old and experienced Thai food finder of MC

decided to bring them to one of the ultimate food heavens of Muak Lek town:

**HAWAII**

Rin and Wanna before the trip.

Wanna and yours truly before the trip.

The trip was to be made on motorcycles,
so Jimmy from Singapore was assisted the honourable mission
of bringing Rin to Hawaii.
Gain himself brought Ning and Wanna.

PEACE! Blur. PEACE!

Hawaii turned out to be a famous BBQ shop in Muak Lek town,

aka one of the favourite 'yum cha' spots for MC students.

Named Hawaii for the many nipah-roofed huts as stalls.

Wanna and Gain upon arrival.

Rin and Ning as they waited for the pans to be set up.

In minutes upon the BBQ gang's arrival, pans and coal were set up.

The gang chortled in delight at the sight of meat and vegetables,

piling plentifully upon the tables.
All participated in cooking the meat and vegetables,

as well as in demolishing them.

Jimmy and Rin digging in.

Wanna and Gain posing before eating.

Couldn't believe that these two freaks always look good no matter when.
Notice the steam and the meat browning nicely on the pan, people.

Yours truly in the process of getting her first bite.

The meal was filled with laughter and joy.

The climax was reached when the owner of the shop came to the table

smiling pleasantly and bowing politely, asking yours truly to descend from her chair.

The moment her feet touched the ground,

the kind owner gently slid another chair under her first chair

and VOILA!

2 chairs for the midget,

to ensure that she could reach every piece of food on the table!

This is what we call FIRST CLASS SERVICE.

In no less than an hour the food was gone.

Time for our departure.

Jimmy and Rin posing for the end of the BBQ gang's 1st meeting

It's ages since our 1st meeting,

but the warmth and satisfaction, along with contentment

of the meeting remains in our memories.

As the weather gets colder and colder,

our minds flew back to the warm fires of our very first visit to HAWAII.

Poem of Honour to the Fire

Oh, fire, fire,

Glorious fire,

May we ask in humble airs,

"Where art thou?"

We seek thy pretty face,

to warm our coldest days!

END

我饿，故我在

01 December 2007, 7:30pm

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

好饿。快饿扁了。

房间里只剩泰国Maggi面（They call them 'Mama', don't ask me why），但头发已渐渐一把把地跟我说拜拜，现在已经不敢再吃了。

惟有等着一起去吃Pinoy。

别忘了我们现在是在山上，要出去吃还要闯关呢。

而现在连第一关都还没过。

连机车也没有。有种想硬着头皮冒冷走一个小时出去吃的冲动。

Rin都饿到软在床上了。

Johnny，快点把机车借来……拜托你………

Billy，快点把球打完好不好……等你等得快饿得腰要瘦掉几寸了……

对了，我是运动主义者，不节食减肥的。

话说回来

脸好像圆了很多勒

管它的。算我自暴自弃好了。

当我们冷在一起

天。冷到屁样。
没想到坐在炉边烤肉也有本事冷得手指像十根迷你冰棒。

坐机车到烤肉店的时候很可爱。司机与乘客都一路一边呱呱叫喊冷一边发抖，非常幸运地安全抵达店门口。看起来随时会散落一地的机车也实在太有灵性，还懂得以主人为榜样顺便一起抖到下车为止。

另外，今晚机车不足。我福星高照，骑的是和David一起的两人机车；Wanna，Sophia，Greg和Chompoo骑的是四人挤车，也就是四个人挤在一台机车，而且她们四个理所当然的比我高也比我重。
挤四个人已经很可怕没人爱了，MC还有一台车骑八个人的纪录还没被破勒呵呵呵。
看到她们四个一起下车的时候，我真的很感谢David因为机车有点怪怪的缘故，坚持只载我一个先到烤肉店……
Rin也是乘两人机车。但可怜的她因机车几乎故障而迟到，肉已经被吃掉一大半了。

炉子来的时候，大家一致的第一动作不是把肉放上去，是把手放在火上烤。
没办法。真的很冷。
吃烤肉的时候我反常地拼命把辣酱加入汤中再一口灌入口里，让那一股热一口气闯上丹田暖一暖身。冷天里来一口辣汤，还真是人间里的一味天堂。
热腾腾的鸡肉牛肉要在嘴里，更是享受。烤肉，我今晚是为你豁出去了。

回去学院的路途也很不错。
Greg，你的头号危险人物宝座可以交给Bjorn了。Bjorn虽然驾得稳，但飚得也很稳，所以尽管可以快快回到学院的感觉是不错，但我宁愿骑一个不会换档所以不会驾得太快的司机的车……而且Bjorn一加速就会弯下身体，所以一路上我一半的时间都被冷风温柔得抚摸我的脸。
但还是要谢谢Bjorn。在这种冷天气肯冒冷出来载人的，真的很少。

太冷了。听说去年没那么冷。连高大的Alden来载Rin的时候也要停在7 Eleven买杯热热的东西和下去才能回来。不知道他儿子Hoshi今晚会不会感冒。他老爸最好要把它带进房间去。

冷呀冷。今晚的泰国真的好冷。
外套不管用了，连辣汤烤肉也比不上有你们陪我一起冷的高温度。
尽管冷，想起你们这班可爱的冒冷也要出来一起吃烤肉帮，心里就会有种像被人抱在怀里的温暖。
找个时间，再来一次大家冷在一起吧 =)

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星期六Greg郭先生要飞回台湾了。
小子，那里会更冷，自己小心身体了。
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UPdates

嘿嘿嘿

歹势歹势，前几天心情真的很低落，所以写了一些平时都不会写的事，让大家担心了。
放心吧，我没事了 =)

马来西亚的朋友们，是不是越来越想念我呢呵呵呵
你们的感受我绝对了解，因为本妞那有点自恋的厚脸皮下，对你们一样想念呢……
没关系，12月21号快到了。一脚踏到马来西亚的土地那一刻，我会一个一个把你们揪出来，咱们一起出去喝杯地道的teh tarik好不好？
通通不准给我推，听到了没？

先报一报在泰国的近况吧。

昨晚拼了命硬塞进脑袋里的生物chapter还好不是白塞，看来这次生物会死得比上次好看很多。
Ying，我不是Amoeba。你才是Paramecium。看吧，生物进步了勒 XD

下学期要拿的课选好了，有五堂：

1. Human Quest II: The Search for Self （逃不掉的，一定要拿。听说不错，满期待的）
2. English Composition II （English major 不拿英文，对不起天地良心哪）
3. Thai Language and Culture （反正已经不止一次被误会是泰国妹，干脆把泰文学好算了）
4. Marriage and Family （嘿还没想结婚，不过为了credit和知识，我愿意！）
5. Communication for Business （V先生，这科的成绩跟你拼了嘿嘿）
   

Communication for Business Rin有拿，Human Quest和Thai Language郭先生有拿，所以明年还是和她们分不开。可惜Wanna没和我同班……只好希望明年她还和我同住一个Dorm了。

其余的挤不进一个post，下次再说了
现在在等Rin她们考完试，待会要去吃烤肉。
烤肉烤肉烤肉~
咿呀。现在常常都在吃东西，越来越肥了……
看，是不是肥了呢？

*我的妖怪近照，看了不要发恶梦*

唉，既然都肥了，那就肥下去吧~
民以食为天，既然有的吃，何乐而不为呢呵呵呵~

惨呀惨

我很喜欢Dr Joy，很喜欢上他的生物课。

只不过在他昨天突然宣布明天有两个chapter的小考时，

有点想打人的冲动而以。

惨呀惨。
我的生物开始要准备下葬了。

连Naara也觉得我们的生物越考越凄凉呢呵呵呵。

唉。硬着头皮，拼一拼吧！

各位，祝我好运了……

看不见

看不见，看不见。
我们都看不见。

因为害怕看到对方的眼睛，所以我们宁愿看不见。
宁愿留在黑暗里，也不想破坏现在的宁静。

有些事就算看见了，那又怎样。
如果要用明白来换取一段彼此都更喜欢的舒适，
那我们都宁愿逼自己当无知的人。

所以我们选择遮起了自己的双眼，让自己看不见。
让自己看不见对方的双眼。
让自己看不见那已经和以前不同的眼神。
让自己看不见它们的语言。

在蒙上了双眼的世界，看不见你的眼睛。
在蒙上了双眼的世界，我们才能假装是陌路人，才能静静地，默默地擦身而过。

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有看到吗？
我的小水滴Summer长出脚和耳朵来了勒
像只小绵羊一样，是不是比以前可爱了呢呵呵呵

非纯正哭包

给V先生：

宝贝，我刚才哭了。

放心
那是bloghop hop 到某人的博客
看见他写下的一字一句
感动流下的两滴眼泪。

他爱的她看见了那些文字后
一定也会落泪
还要落到比我多上几千倍呢。

仔细一想：
你的宝贝好像很久
没因为想家和压力哭了
而且
前几天胸口上的欠打郁闷
还有在我那美丽的晴天上那几片该死的乌云
也被那两滴泪冲散了

好像也没有像在槟城那一个月里
用大约二十分钟到半小时
哭得稀里哗啦
泪滚鼻涕流

就算不幸飙出了一大堆眼泪鼻涕
（这我认了，原因回去再告诉你吧）
也没用那么多时间恢复

你看
你的宝贝
有乖呢
已经变成非纯正哭包了
有哭是有哭
但哭得不三不四
还一百年哭一次

所以
不算是哭包了
掌声快来~~~

对了
Eyes On Me我会学唱
按摩我也在学
跳舞呢
难是难了点
毕竟我的运动神经不是断了就是短了
不过，也在学

如果三个都出乎意料跟你一样好
嘿嘿
不要生气呀 XD

N小姐上

*这里每人都叫我作Ning
除了Wanna和Wira喊我Han Ning以外

一个人冷

今晚，

泰国比较冷

今晚，

我是一个人

没关系

就让我一个人

沉醉

在那孤单寂寞的冰天雪地。

明天

我就没事了。

时光机，我不要

“ 真的痛总是来得很轻盈没声音

从背后慢慢缓缓抱着我就像你 ”

时光机--五月天

莫名的失落，来得很突然。

先是轻轻的把手臂绕过我

然后，是紧紧地贴紧了我。

最后

把我捉牢。

捉牢在一个没有温暖，

没有缝隙的拥抱里。

**

给失落：

你好久没来了

是什么把你带来了

我害怕

害怕你没有原因的出现

不要默默看着我抱着我

好吗

告诉我为什么

好吗

是不是因为我快错过什么

是不是因为我快失去什么

是不是因为我快有需要用到时光机的时候

告诉我

好不好

久久都在放晴的天空，

为什么在这一夜挤满了沉重的乌云

**

没有温暖的拥抱，

我不要

错过，我不要

失去，我不要

不要挽不回的失去，

所以不要挽回失去

不要挽回失去，

所以不要挽不回的失去

还有

时光机，也不要

狗狗保姆报到

你看，很可爱对不对

今晚/明晚

本小姐要当保姆噢

要看的就是像它一样可爱的

****HOSHI小少爷****

这是义务工作，掌声快来。

原因就是Hoshi那非常不可爱的老爸Alden明天要在曼谷开生日会，而处于破产状态的我不能赴会也没钱买礼物，惟有献上劳力弥补了。

充当一两天的狗狗保姆，冒着生命危险牺牲时间来看这个小东西的我，实在是太伟大了呵呵呵。

还有难得的是室友Vanny不介意，我才可以把小家伙领回来顾。我说Alden呀，你可要感谢她了。要是她不肯与狗同住，你的Hoshi可要挨饿挨冷了。

说实在的，还有点期待把小东西带回来~

土地公呀土地婆，麻烦你们俩老让Ajan Nat今晚和明晚一定要十足地作猪，拜托拜托耳朵里也要存点earwax，就算整座宿舍里都是西施狗也要听不见……

还有那个Hoshi少爷，也麻烦你们俩老让它嘴巴闭稳，可不要呱哩呱叫吵醒街坊了…

就看你们了 XD

REAPINGtime

Wednesday, November 22, 8:30pm

You reap what you’ve sown. From the carelessness I’ve just reaped my latest Principles of Biology results and surprise, surprise; I really don’t like the look of my harvest.

It’s by far the worst result of every course I took in this semester. No, I haven’t failed the test, but this is not another A which I can bag as in the past tests of this course and others besides. No prizes for guessing how bad it is.

Serves me right for being careless. I’d missed one of the main notes Dr. Joy posted on the intranet and guess what, 90% of the test comes out from that piece of Word document my clumsy mind neglected.

I kicked myself hard for that mistake. The knowledge that I can ace the test makes me feel worse than ever. If only I’d not missed that set of notes!

URGHHHHH This is gonna to be such a bad day.

love, NERDYning

Dear loyal blog readers and friends,
Surprisingly, I have been studying nonstop for the past 3 hours. WOOT!

3 hours spent in my no-connection-room with nothing else and no one else other than me and my faithful Compaq Presario v3000, my Survey of Maths textbook, my textpad and my English Composition assignments.
No, definitely no Rin, Wanna and Greg. Even my roomate is somewhere upstairs watching movies.

I can't resist blogging a little after staring at my biology lab reports though.
I have to blog just for the sake of my growing Summer...she gets her nutritions from my blog posts, you know...can't have her growth stunted and ending up a midget like me, can I..

No harm blogging a little after I spent so many hours studying.Yes, I'm pretty sure that I'm just blogging a little to feed my little Summer. Little things like checking my friendster account, my Meropar account, my mailbox just aren't worth mentioning..Oops~

Anyway, just dropping by to let you guys know how nerdy I am.
Just me and my books, with a little blogging. Ain't I such a good girl tonight =)

Lots of love from,
Nerdy Ning

落叶下的琴键

好久没好好弹一次琴了。
今天偷偷溜到Auditorium去弹琴，发现手指笨了好多。许许多多的歌，也只记得一小段。

弹得最好的应该是光良的童话。

童话，是曾经想弹给以前的他的歌。
曾经被这首歌的情深感动，曾经也想用这一份感动掀开他那已缓缓盖上的琴盖。

可爱的是歌才学到一半，我也不知哪来的勇气，自己去帮他合上琴盖，顺手也把属于他的琴谱塞入椅子里的最底部。
所以到现在，童话这首歌我永远只会弹到一半。
这首歌的情深也不再令我感动。我不是童话里的公主，不陶醉在一个不属于我的童话世界。

他，和关于他的一切不快乐的回忆，就嵌在那些被盖在落叶下的琴键下吧。不会再被那些琴键所弹出的任何音调牵动我的心铉，抽出我的眼泪。

噢不对，是不会再去弹那些琴键了。

偶尔想起他，指尖下的琴键只会弹出我们都爱的晴天，我们曾一起听过得香草叭噗-我们曾有过的快乐。

只有那些才值得弹出来，不是吗。

没来泰国之前偶然遇见了他。
他，对我点了点头，很自然的牵起嘴角微笑。
这是分手后两年以来他第一次对我露出这样的笑容，一个连眼睛都在微笑的微笑。
我也点头，我也对他微笑。
我想这是我们从相识以来到现在，第一个非常自然，第一个让彼此都很舒服的微笑。

他也学会了用落叶盖在那些琴键上。

如果我和他都可以，和他一样是白羊座的你，当然也可以。
最近，你谈起她时，开始有一点点的笑容了。
在见面的时候，在谈起她时，希望你的眼睛也在笑。
双鱼座的你，也可以。

有时被回忆紧紧缠绕的朋友们，加油了。
我期待看到你们的不快乐被永远埋在落叶下。

我家有宠物了

嘿嘿嘿~折腾了好久

我的博客终于有新住客了~

就是它了：

这是小水滴，是我的新博客宠物。

看到她了吗？很可爱吧~

之前折腾了好久，终于把这小家伙给带回来了。

没办法，虽然说A先生是成功

把他那只超可爱的小西施Hoshi偷运进来

但宿舍还是除了鱼什么都不能养……

之前养的三条孔雀鱼又突然一夜之间全部死翘翘，

只好跑到博客来养宠物了……

说回小水滴吧

上图是她长大的模样

现在小Summer还是属于小宝宝呢

要怎样让她长大呢？

这就是小水滴最有意思的地方了

要让小水滴长大，

就要勤写博客，多放文章

小水滴才会慢慢长大

所以各位读者呀

有了小水滴

本懒虫就会更努力写博客了

就算每天除了刷牙吃饭睡觉什么都没有

我还是会为了小水滴的成长努力写的！

你们也不用担心被闷坏了哟~

呵呵呵

看本小姐多有你们的心

为了怕你们永远只能对着一些一百年前写的文章干瞪眼

特地跑去把一个吃文章长大的小家伙带回来勒~

嘿嘿嘿

特别是吉隆坡的

要多多来探访我的博客

等我回来要好好和我出来一起喝茶报答我呀~

whenInBANGKOK

Finally, I'm ready to talk about my Bangkok trip in the last mid term holidays! Sorry for putting that off for so long, for I'd been quite busy lately, and I have to get our pictures from Rin, as I have no camera, save my super lame Nokia 6230.

Anyway, enough crapping, and let the pictures tell what they should tell =)

1st Day

Siam Paragon. The first place we visited in BKK. Reached there after 2 hours and a half crammed in the college van with Rin and Greg. Wanna met us there.

The Grand we saw in Paragon. Vincent, I know you'll love this =)

Greyhound cafe. Wanna bought us here for lunch
after we dumped our luggage at the Paragon's drop-off point.


Greg ruining the view with his annoying face.

Rin. Looks like a travel talk show host and 100 times better than Greg.

WOOT! Wanna and Rin. The two hotties in our gang.
I'll save the food we had in another post which will be entirely about food.
After lunch we shopped at Siam Square aka Thai Sungai Wang.

Bought a jacket and leg warmers.

No pictures because we're in a rush;

Wanna need to get to Ekkamai International School to teach,

the three of us need to get to Barry's house where we'll spend the night.

Reached there by Skytrain, aka Thai LRT.

Dinner time in Oishii Ramen of Cineleisure. Greg with his Tomyam Ramen.
His lips were swollen after that.

Me and my Ramen with milky soup.

Extremely OISHII nia~

Rin with her dry Ramen.

Lots of clams in it, which made Wanna squealed because she couldn't have them haha.
Watched 'Stardust' with Rin and Greg after dinner.

We three were the only ones who laughed like hell in the cinema.

When show's over, Greg went to KFC for an ice cream cone

which ended up in our mouths.

Saw a "Shemale" there.

Had Mcdonald's after that.

Rin went bonkers when she spotted the Chocolate and Vanilla powder shaker.

She sprinkled fries with them and forced the both of us to finish them.

Though we tried to talk to the cab driver the way Wanna taught us,

we still lost our way as we tried to get back to Barry's place.

Luckily Greg remembered the way back,

so we still got back to the apartment before 11pm.

Applause please, we're being such good children here *wink wink*

2nd Day

Spent the whole morning shopping in Platinum Mall. Bought 3 tops.

2 of them are only MYR6! Dolce's pretty envious when she knew about that haha.

Went Sugaroma after that.

Greg as the typical Taiwanese in Sugaroma.

He'd been pretty self-obsessed those few days, kept asking us to take his pictures.

Rin. Pretty as usual.

Me. Ugly and dark, as usual.

Still don't understand why Rin said I'm pretty here.

Sugaroma. One of the nicest places to eat cakes in.

Went back to Mission College after that.

Will upload pictures of Koh Si Chang soon.

P/S I MISS BANGKOK! ESPECIALLY THE FOOD! TT

XIANG你

突然发觉我的博客里，没有一篇完全关于你。

原来渐渐养成了会爱你，却不会再把你当作一切的习惯。

原来渐渐养成了会在博客中插入你的影子，却不会所有都是你的习惯。

以前的他，让我发现把一个人当作生命的中心的时候，失去他就等于失去了自己。

所以，你不能是一切。

还有一个曾经也深爱你的她，让我学会背叛自己完成她的期盼。

所以在她会去看的博客里，只有一丁点关于你。

但你不是他。你不是一切，但你在我心里占的位子比他当时的所站的角落多。因为我18岁的心比16岁的心大了一些。

她不再看我的博客。我们俩都不必再放上伪装。因为我们都无法不承认，过去虽然可以被冲淡，却不会消失。

在泰国，我的世界在阳光里。

但在明媚的阳光下，我依旧会思念ZHE你。

这篇博客依旧不是完全关于你，但却是第一篇超过一段都是你的文章。

你这自信心满流的宝贝。

你这会给我傻里傻气的Friendster评论的宝贝。

你这唯一一个可以在手机里听到我声音的宝贝。

你这时不时还是会忘记我的宝贝。

你这我有时真的想打的宝贝。

你这远在吉隆坡的宝贝。

你这姓翁的宝贝。

你这我最思念的宝贝。

我想你。

面里偷闲

是的。让博客摆在一个角落慢慢发黄发霉生虫子的这几天，只有一个字可以形容：忙。

接下来是这几天所发生的事的中西合拼版本，希望大家不会眼花缭乱了~

星期天忙着赶报告。
报告报告报告。从欠打的Fine Arts class走出来以后，接下来的时间都在我最爱的第二个家-MC图书馆二楼的打阅读报告中度过。The Human Quest 1:Search for Roots reading report with at least 2 sources of 400 pages can be so getting on my nerves that not for once I feel so numb and stupid from staring too long at a blank monitor stuck in a writer's block. The problem of reading reports is that you can't crap too much or you'll find yourself with a score so low that you might have to go dig in the cellar for it. Pastor Seth is a very nice lecturer, but he can be very particular about assignments. Rin submitted her bibliographic project one day late and guess what, she had to add 5 more sources to the actual piece of work we had to do. Once bitten, twice shy. Now when I was rushing my report she was laughing contently over a bag of Lays and waving her completed reading reports in my face.

结果打到最后，第一份报告总算完成了，第二份却还暂时处于难产状态。Ebsco几乎被我翻烂了，Origins: Linking Science and Scripture的book review没有任何痕迹……最后大懒虫我只好以最原始最老实并脚踏实地的方式写阅读报告：打开第一页，一字一句地读了起来……

星期一忙着吃面-不不不是忙着准备生物小考。
熬夜的关系让头非常的痛。活该。想到难产的报告就头更痛。几经辛苦，reading report总算出炉，热腾腾地被Billy和他自己也是烫手的一份在5点钟前准时送到office门口。为了庆祝写完报告，自己到cafe去请自己喝了一杯orange smoothie。喝完后，就要继续忙了。Those who know me will understand my Biology level and also my need of preparing a few days earlier for the Principles of Biology section test. Luck is what really helps me in the last section test I guess; since that I' ve got a perfect score last test and lightning never strikes the same place twice I'm pretty sure that my luck's all used up then. The night was spent in my favourite second floor of the library in a head-cracking ordeal of trying to study in the so-very-cold environment.

不过在这里，要再次谢谢我们的Greg郭心睿先生了。这小子虽然嘴巴坏得不得了，还成功令某位G小姐对我从头到尾的刮目相看，不过这晚他一看我和Rin的颓废兼憔悴模样，还算是有良心地把他最新最软最暖的外套借出来让洗了被单的我晚上还不会被冻死，外加两包台湾炸酱面，这才让我们俩有面里偷闲的机会。于是，两个傻婆的星期一晚上就在一边写功课一边吃炸酱面的时间度过。中间还有受不了炸酱面诱惑的Wanna从四楼拿着牛肉面兴高采烈得加入我们的吃面行列。此可爱的美眉还顺便带了一大堆零食丢在Rin的床上，结果到最后每个说要减肥的都抱着必死的心态大吃特吃，最后吃得快撑坏了再继续做功课。

星期二忙着吃烤肉。
必须提一提的是，泰国现在的天气已渐渐转冷，几乎每天都是在快要被冻死却还死不了的寒冷中度过。所以，在避免被冻死的情况下，本小姐牺牲了一些读生物笔记的时间，和Rin, Sophia, Greg 还有泰国一位皮肤白的女生Chompu再加上伊拉克的David一起出去吃烤肉。这次，是我第一次吃烤肉不用只吃菜的时候，而且肉还不用自己烤，大我四岁的Sophia一直都很贴心地帮我烤呢~实在是太谢谢你了！吃完了热热的烤肉，Chompu还把我们带到附近的园游会晃晃，但天性勤劳的本小姐却提早回宿舍，一是要继续读生物；二是今晚正好是11月6号，在远方的吉隆坡会有一个自信心满流却还是有点傻里傻气的他会期待我上线，所以乖乖回去报到了……

至于星期三，星期四和今天，各位读者小妹先说声歹势，必须下次再补上去了……
p/s 附上我在前一段时间骑过的机车的危险度，由最安全到最危险的排行榜。
1. Chompu：超顺的机车，太爱骑了。Chompu万岁~
2. David：如果Rin在车上，两人的斗嘴就会使情况稍微危险了点。
3. Greg：标-准-的-危-险-人-物。虽然会关心乘客的安危，但技术有待改善……

STICKYnoteOFthanks

嘿嘿嘿

休息那么久，大懒虫回来报到了~~

首先，要说一些会赚人热泪的话。

（眼线浅的请自备手巾，别把电脑淹坏了。我基本上已算是破产，赔不起的勒）

真的很谢谢一直以来关心我的忠心朋友兼读者们。

谢谢远在马来西亚的你们。

就算隔着一片海还是甘愿来我这平凡的博客坐坐，看一大堆一百年才更新一些的文章，连考试期间也抽空来看看。看见你们在cbox的留言的时候，真的会让我开心起来的。

Auntie Dolce, Siaopo Chih, Wen and Xian, sweet Shirley, 38 Ying, 虽然我还是因为你们有时路过不留言想隔空扁你们一顿，但还是谢谢你们忙中还会过来晃一晃啦~回去再找时间一起出去喝杯茶吧 =)

还有一个长气的Benson，你真的太紧张了啦。我才几天没上线，你就以为我出事了=.=。难道我真的有那么脆弱经不起泰国的冷风吗？难道我在你心目中，就是一朵温室里的玫瑰花吗？（其实也算是有点温室小花, 不过本小姐应该不是玫瑰，只是一朵没那么容易死的野花吧）

恩，当然还有你了。哈哈。

还有谢谢在泰国的你们。

Mid term假期要是没有你们我早就发霉了，真谢谢你们把我从房间里拉出来闹勒。

Especially you, Rin. Sometimes I just feel like smacking you for dragging me to yoga or dancing or jogging or playing kites when I wanted to do nothing else but sleep, but hey, thanks for not letting me rotting into a pile of scum LOL I know you hate reading in Chinese, so this part in English is especially for you, you crazy hottie! XD

还有Wanna，要去教书前还带我们去Greyhound吃饭，再耐心地陪我们逛Siam Square （歹势，名字好像记错了勒），陪我花一百年的时间去选一件外套，第二天教完书后又赶来Sugaroma跟我们会面，想到这边我双眼都挤满了热泪了勒TT 这段是特别写给你的，你这个永远都不会黑过我的家伙！！

最后是Greg啦。知道你看不顺眼英文，所以特地打中文的给你勒。不过我还是支持简体中文的，看不懂我也不理了哈哈。谢谢你在Bangkok像我们的小弟一样耐心为我们提袋子、买衣服、认路和兼职保姆啦~金多虾咯~

怎样，大家现在都感动得一把眼泪一把鼻涕了吧~就知道我的文字会打动你们~（自恋-ing，忍耐忍耐一下下吧）

说实在的，还有很多很多的人需要感谢，不过这里实在是写不了，而且关于你们，我真的还可以写很多。所以从这篇开始，我会偶尔插入一些关于你们的个人post，记得有时间要过来看看了……再次谢谢你们一直都在我这个脑袋和身体还有待发育成长的小不点身边了=)

HAPPYBDAYto me

我失身了。
在10月17日的凌晨12点，我正式失身。

原本在床上好好地睡觉，突然被某个庞然大物高空坠下压在我身上……
然后，就发生了……

爸，妈，还有V，对不起！！
女儿不孝！！

祸首……
祸首……
祸首……

是RIN！！
在马来西亚的SUBANG看到她，一定要为我讨回公道！！

还有WANNA ！！
台湾的大姨，姨丈，她是台北市的！一定要帮我报仇！！

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本人目前正为自己失身痛哭，写不下去了……

顺道一提，

本人今天是寿星女哦！！
赶快祝贺我吧呵呵呵！！

Rin和Wanna！谢谢你们最早到的祝贺哦！！

不过明天要考生物，剩下的考完后再补写吧……

一星期浓缩版博客

我疯了。这是我在班上打的第二个博客。
还是中文版的，呵呵呵~其实也只打了一半，剩下的过后再打。

没办法，实在是太闷太闷太闷了。
Mr Emil，这真的不是你的错，只是上课时间真的真的放错在我们的睡觉时间了..

明天要考Survey of Math-我的最爱，呵呵呵。
好想回去猛K 数学TT
对了，还有 Principles of Biology-我的第二最爱。呵呵呵呵呵。
好令人又爱又恨的期中考啊~~
考完后就可以去Koh Si Chang（泰国某海滩）玩了。这是我在K书时最大的安慰与希望 XD

生日撞到期中考。TT

这个星期还真是衰。

星期一
收到不太好听的消息，惹了些麻烦。这里不说。

星期二
还好。

星期三
印象中还不错。

星期四
糗事最多。
Rin，Wanna，Billy 都有期中考，结果剩下我一个在学院晃，最后和Greg 到IT228去看戏。
原本看戏还不错，只是DVD一直出现倒流状态，看得没什么瘾。
然后，食堂还没开就傻傻地跟在Greg后面进去，结果像白痴一样在冲出去。
晚上在图书馆坐了1整个小时等应该要教的学生，到最后三个大男生却因为搞错时间没来，英语课被迫取消。
等待过程中错过了和Rin 与Wanna吃烤肉的机会。外加忍受Greg在我身旁不断泼的冷水。还好一百年上线一次的雯有在线上，可以跟她八一八，不然真是太糟糕了。
那晚回到DORM后，因为Rin和Wanna不停以错过的烤肉会大大给以刺激，只好吃Pivet的蘑菇汁鸡饭报复。
后来又因为猛追Harry Potter小说没加入玩卡而被Rin熊抱起扔在床上再加Sophia和Wanna的枕头攻击。

Rin 还加上一句: 如果要强奸我的话她一定办得到。
谁来救我...

星期五
还不错，vesper蛮好笑。应主席要求，台湾白痴Greg和泰国高佬Gain上台后居然就引起许多女生纷纷上台的画面，太可爱了。实在低估了他们的魅力。两人每开口说一句话就惹起泰国女生的笑声。Rin和我在台下还真是为此画面开怀大笑，快笑死了呵呵呵~还是远离这两人好，不然可能会在某天不明不白地死在泰国女生们的手中呢~
Vesper后就在适当的时候拿出藏好的生日蛋糕，给了室友Vanny一个大惊喜。今天她可乐坏了=)
而今天的一日一衰事就是放在白痴Greg冰箱里的四枝冰淇淋因冰箱故障而全军覆没化成一滩冰淇淋水，66baht就此烟消魂散... 死郭心睿！还真是白痴啊你！冰箱坏了两天也不说，害我把冰淇淋都寄托在你身上，你却让我彻底失望...你走开啦！不要再跟我说话了TT 下星期四就把所有消费记你帐！

星期六
糊里糊涂地跟着James一班人到Theology Department的聚餐吃了一顿好饭，然后跟Gain和Dr Chew到医院去唱歌。原本不错，但差点招惹了病床上的一个和尚。白痴的我傻乎乎的要去拿椅子，差点就触犯了女生不能接近和尚的禁忌。多亏Dr Chew及时把我拉回，但为保险，唱歌时我稍微躲在了Mrs Chew的身后。
后记：女生们来泰国时记得要非常留意，在公车上也不能坐在和尚隔壁，更加要避免与他们交谈。

想起就欲哭无泪。
要哭一定哭到一公升眼泪。最少也会有半公升。呵呵呵。

不过话说回来，在这里真的很不错。
迟点就介绍一下我这边一些超可爱的朋友。写了这么多，该去做些数学了。为我加油吧。

后记：
很明显的，这博客和我平时的风格有点差别。原因是本人正面对着压力，外加最近和Rin，Wanna，Sophia和Greg混得多，感染了一股半台不台，半马来西亚不马来西亚的怪气，请大家多多见谅~歹势了~

blogginginCLASS

Name: Chia Han Ning
Current Location: Saraburi, Thailand
Current Status: 'Studying' in Appreciation of Fine Arts, Room IT228

I'm not lying. I am blogging in class XD
No, this is not the way I study here all the time, but hey, it's Sunday Morning!

SUNDAY MORNING. The morning of all joys of campus life:

• the morning for sleeping in
• for hiding under the cool covers of the bed (it's the cold season now in Thailand)
• for lying on the bed, gaping in the air like a goldfish and daydreaming with drool..

And it's all gone for Appreciation of Fine Arts. Sobz!

Oops. Mr. Emil's looking at me now. Will blog more when class ends.

FREAKINout

In MC, we have 4 major activities:

1. Eat
2. Sleep
3. Study
4. Play

And when we're not going out of the campus because no bikes are available and coach fares are not quite affordable, we hang out in the library. Yes, one of our major hang-out spots is the library.

And when things get too boring, this is what we do:

What are we going to do today? Hmm.

Wanna: I know, lets take some pictures!
Billy: You know, that's kinda good.
Rin: Are you sure?
Me: Whatever~

Billy : Smile! We can take some real proper and good pictures.

Billy: Erm, proper pictures, ok? Rin, smile properly.

Billy: Proper ok? P-R-O-P-E-R...Rin!

Billy: Say cheeseeeeeee..RIN! MY HAIR! STOP IT!

Billy: STOP! STOP! I SAY PROPER PEOPLE!

Billy: I give up...you guys just don't know 'proper'..

By then, the girls thought that they had had enough of Billy the Mr Picture-Proper,

so they thrashed him.

Billy: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

NOT THE FACE! NOT THE FACE!

Whe Billy decided at last not to take any more stupid proper pictures, we decided to show

how to smell/hear/speak/see no evil.

And how geeks can really be in between both sides now of humanity.

And in the end, just for to show that the Appreciation of Fine Arts class we took isn't a waste of time after all, we decided to show the modern and new-age version

of Edvard Munch's The Cry.

Hope you now know the effects of studying too much until one freaks out. Special thanks to Rin, Wanna, Yours truly, Billy and Billy's faithful Apple laptop.

* By the way we didn't plan this out, it's all by impromptu and by chance XD