停留

我想

我们都奢望

时间

可以永远停留

在拥抱着对方的那一刻

想让你知道：

2007年

12月24日下午的拥抱

会永远停格在我心里 =)

珍惜

虽然他不完美

虽然不知道以后会如何

但此时

有他在身边

我不求什么了

fromMALAYSIA

2007年12月21日的6点15分
我带着像两片叶子盖在头上的头发
背着乍看下比我还重的青色大包包
和另6位马来西亚同胞从AK883踏入了已有4个月多没走在其上的一片土地。

回到马来西亚了 =)

那种感觉，好特别好特别。

老实说，
我不特别爱国。
但我爱那在它其中的很多东西，尤其是在它其中的许多人。
我的家人，我的朋友，
还有他。

可以再见到你们，
就已经是我这些年来最珍贵的圣诞节礼物 =)

joinThePOKAIs

Hey guys.

Guess what?

FINALS ARE OVER, BABY!!

WOOHOO!!!

And now, for the celebration of bo lui people!
These are what Rin and I had for celebrations.

1 bowl of Mama
1 Meiji black chocolate behind the bowl
2 packets of unopened Mama
1 can of Pepsi
1 big bag of xxx Potato Snack (Rin's fav.)
1 bag of Stick Biscuit
1 bag of snack imported from Taiwan (Wanna's contribution)

Today, Meiji black chocolate
is the center of attention
because I love chocolate best.

Meiji Black Chocolate.

The humble piece of sweetness
which causes the greatest sensation.

" Love me, Give me Meiji." Rin, amateur spokesperson of Meiji.

See, I'm busy diverting your attention from the super small pile of food we have for celebrating the end of finals and the semester. To be frank, that's what we both can afford for now =(

Ya, that's right-we are both almost broke, aka bo lui, aka pokai now. And I still need money to go to the airport and to return to MC as well! Double =(

Anyway, Meiji Black Chocolate is real nice (Please pretend that you don't know I'm trying to divert your attention again).Thanks for that, Wanna XD

By the way, I'm coming back to Malaysia on Friday. Boy, I can't believe I'm saying this, but

HIP HIP HOORAY!

MALAYSIA I MISS YOU!

Haha. See you guys back in Malaysia then! 100 =)

p/s 1:

After blogging about this, Gain brought us to a buffet of grilled meat.

Being weak in the face of food I'm now 79 baht poorer.

Serves me right for being greedy =(

But, to be frank,

That's One Of My Favourite Meals Ever Hahahaha!

Thanks again, Gain =)

p/s 2:

Actually, Rin is a Potato Snack person.

With hair like shit on my head today, it's better for her to be the Meiji BC model.

I dedicate my thanks to her haha XD

PALIApost

1 more day to go. Human Quest I tomorrow. Needless to say, since I'm here you'll all know that I don't feel like studying again haha. Kinda lazy to write proper english too. So, another Singlish and Manglish verison =)

Today's Survey of Math sibeh easy nia. First time finish math so fast. Early know so easy, don't have to stress so much liao...
Oops, say till like dis, if I don't get A for this mar sibeh paiseh? But all also pass ady, suan ba don't care le XD

Last Friday de Principles of Biology I also do until very suang. Cak cak cak circle circle circle for 40 minutes sudah gao dim. My face smile until want pecah adi. 1st time so easy de Bio.
But Wanna ke lian lo. She very yam gong leh, General Biology de textbook = 2 of my textbook, thick until can use untuk hentam orang liao. She study like siao you know.
Too bad SPM not like this. This course really very suang. Lecturer also like me. Not bad la this course, he happy I happy everybody happy.

Laptop dunno why sot sot today. Freaking slow. Cilaka la. Sudah mau tumbuk screen. But I scare la. Later become like Rin's laptop, I can suicide lo. Sure gong ka kiao.
Maybe my laptop sick liao. Later feed it cough syrup see ok anot haha.

The room sibeh hot today. Very beh song lo. They say Thailand now cold season de leh, how come so hot? Kanasai la, I want melt already leh. Want sit still still study also can feel susah untuk bernafas, have to come out la. Later mati sesak nafas, not good lo. 'College student mati sebab room too freaking hot', hohoho. Stupid greenhouse effect, make until the weather so siao.
But even if not hot I also will come out de la, room de connection too good le.

Paiseh la, today a bit siao siao + cakap macam palia orang, tomorrow last day already ma huiyo..
Tomorrow after finals can go market with Gain, yay yay yay~I want eat BEEFBALL! Dunno can find anot, tapi mau juga wakaka~Kamsahamida Opa Gain, tomorrow be my driver wakaka~

Ok la, enough already. 38 also must have limit, go back study le lo...Gambate for me!

MISCELLANEOUSthingy

Here I am again, blogging when I'm not supposed to.
Survey of Math tomorrow. Everyone knows I'm so very deep in love with Math.

Chatted with Aunt Grace just now.
She's one of those great people which you can share anything with.
Even chatted with her about him ;)
She'll be gone by the time I reached KL.
Wished so much that I could see her when I was back T.T

Missing him again.
Last night was great. Chatted with him about many things we should have discussed some time ago. Really looking forward to see him =)
Just now missed my mom's dishes and Malaysia's nasi lemak and OUG Laksa.
Here we only have fake nasi lemak and tom yam T.T

5 days more before I'm back =)
Countdown-ing.
Too bad that I have to get past the finals first.

By the way did you see my Amoeba in the left column of my blog?
Flowers have grown in the fields at last hohoho~

Back to studies now. Tata.

GIBBERISHgibberish

2 more exams to go. Survey of Math tomorrow, Human Quest I the day after tomorrow.
Read Xiaxue's blog last night. Language usage seriously affected by Singlish and Manglish for the moment, so non-Malaysians and non-Singaporeans will find this hard to understand...Sorry guys, stressing now please forgive me and kamsahamida~

Aikz. Sibeh lazy to study leh.
But I also don't want to die.
Kiasu la. I don't want to get very little CGPA.
Tapi, malas lah tau.

Last night Rin's laptop crashed to the floor and her monitor said tata to her.
Kesian dia. Ke lian la. Here no laptop, especially in holidays, can die you know.
Cannot simply go here and there. Need money, we both nearly pokai liao lo.
Have to sikit sikit simpan jadi bukit liao.

Last last night we saw shooting stars.
Real shooting stars, ciu ciu ciu coming down very nice leh.
We screamed like siao cha bor when they came, Gain who was with us also become siao gia.
Results of studying too much for finals, paiseh paiseh.
When missed a star, Rin jumped up and down 5 times in a row on the tracks.
If on the grass, that area de grass sure all mati gong ka kiao.
After finals I blog nice nice for that, ok? Ok.

Aikz. Still don't feel like studying.
But si budak Wira di tepi tu, rajin sangat leh. Tak tau buat ape dia rajin sangat.
Study until goyang goyang atas kerusi. Pertama kali nampak orang rock rock atas kerusi yang bukan rocking chair sambil baca buku.
Make me so guilty nia.
But because I'm using his lappie now, he cannot simply go away from his studies to play Warcraft. So I'm actually helping him, correct or not? Correct.

Oh ya. Happy belated birthday to my mom.
Don't know you get my sms from lim zi le siaopo or not.
My phone credit boliao. Cause I called some more siaopo back in Malaysia.
Padan muka saya. Call without thinking haha.

Wa today I sound very local leh.
Once in a lifetime write palia things like this can la, English major not god what.
Once in a while don't have to try write good english de right? Right.

Wuwu. I go back to study la.
5 more days to go, fighting fighting na Chia Han Ning!

考前杂记

呵呵，禁令一被破，本小姐又溜到博克这里来了。

没办法。满脑子里都是Principles of Biology 的东东，一大堆骨头神经线还有大肠小肠外加动物植物细胞进化论，念得反应都有点像单细胞生物了。
溜来写点东西再回去陶醉在Paramecium和Amoeba的世界吧。

**
昨天跟傻婆琦聊了很多，聊的是有段日子都没去碰的感情世界。
琦那看起来傻傻的外表跟往常一样，装了不少郁闷。

感情这门东西，甜起来可以糖尿病，苦起来可以要你命。
连像阳光一样的琦也逃不了被乌云罩一罩。

*
For Darling Sor Po Chih:
I believe things aren't always what they look. In fact, I believe that they aren't as worst as they seem and as you think. By the way, kinda really miss your smile, girl.Remember to have a cuppa with me when I'm back next week =) It's just so hard to wait for 9 more days to be over.
*


**
想起了一个问题。
常常被问起，为什么会是他。

对呀，为什么会是他。
他不特别帅，不特别好。
选择了他，还有种种的压力，过程中也失去了一些可能永远都挽不回的东西。

为什么还是他。
想了好久，终于把零零碎碎的思绪整理出一个答案。

He saw me when I was invisible.

一个在我隐形的时候，依然看得见我，肯留在我身边陪我的人
已经有让我珍惜他的理由。
就好像我非常珍惜在马来西亚，和在这里会把我从角落揪出来一起闹的朋友们一样。

He saw me when no one else did.

他看见了我。
不只看见了我好的一面
最狼狈最难堪的一面，他也看过。

永远都不会忘记在第一个他离开我的时候，
他是怎样地看到了我在别人面前的第一次崩溃。
永远都不会忘记2007年3月3日的化学期中考前，
他是怎样地看到了躲在一旁的我脸上的不安。

还没牵起我手以前，他就已经看见了我。
在那种时候，他没有把我视而不见。

当然他也没有像偶像剧里的男主角默默伸出手来拥抱我。
个性有点像木头的他，会嘴里碎碎念地先站在一旁不知所措
然后才慢慢地伸手把我扶起。

久了之后，他根本不会把我扶起。
他会在我身后默默地看
看我自己爬起来
然后走到我身边告诉我：你做得很好。

因为他知道我真正需要的不是一只无时无刻都在我跌倒时扶我起来的手，
而是学习自己爬起来的几堂课。

牵起了我手以后，他虽然不会在每一次需要他的时候都在，
但到目前为止，真正难过的时候，他都尽自己的能力不缺席。

对。他并不是最好最棒的那一位。
但最温柔最体贴的也不是我。
在他需要我的时候，我也不是每一次都在他身边。

所以
至少是在现在
我还是清楚自己除了他，
还是他。

**

好久不见，好想再见的宝贝：
这些说不出的话，你看到了吗。

SHOUTout

I know I'm not supposed to be here, but there is something I have to say for the moment:

TO HELL WITH LIBRARY ASSIGNMENTS!

***

NINGKITIONARY, the free dictionary of nonsense

L

library assignments (n.)

a very stupid piece of work which is supposed to teach students how to use the library:

After completing my library assignments, I found that I still know as much as I did before about the library.

***

Done. Back to revision.

Love,

Ning who's getting touchy dued to finals

MIA

Blogging is one of my favourite ways to kill time.

Unfortunately, as the finals are coming,

I don't have the desire to kill time as there is not much time for me to kill anymore.

I'll be MissingInAction until the finals are over.

Tata guys, thanks for reading my blog.

Muakz!

*

By the way, here's to my green green cucumber in Malaysia:

GOOD LUCK SIAOPO! I'm sure the mic won't explode while you sing!

You better pass the audition gal! All the best!

meetTheBBQgang

The BBQ Gang
Established in September 2007
Founded by Rin/Wanna/Ning/Gain/Jimmy (choose the one you favour most *wink wink*)
Founded to ensure the welfare of members in terms of food, meat in particular.
Pictures taken by Wanna and Rin

The Very First Meeting of the BBQ Gang

It was a kinda cold and very hungry night in September 2007.

The students of MC were either gorging themselves

on cafe food or gobbling mama for the night.

Rin and Ning and Wanna, the very-new-freshmen in the college

were wondering whether there were other options.

Seeing their wondering faces,

Gain, an old and experienced Thai food finder of MC

decided to bring them to one of the ultimate food heavens of Muak Lek town:

**HAWAII**

Rin and Wanna before the trip.

Wanna and yours truly before the trip.

The trip was to be made on motorcycles,
so Jimmy from Singapore was assisted the honourable mission
of bringing Rin to Hawaii.
Gain himself brought Ning and Wanna.

PEACE! Blur. PEACE!

Hawaii turned out to be a famous BBQ shop in Muak Lek town,

aka one of the favourite 'yum cha' spots for MC students.

Named Hawaii for the many nipah-roofed huts as stalls.

Wanna and Gain upon arrival.

Rin and Ning as they waited for the pans to be set up.

In minutes upon the BBQ gang's arrival, pans and coal were set up.

The gang chortled in delight at the sight of meat and vegetables,

piling plentifully upon the tables.
All participated in cooking the meat and vegetables,

as well as in demolishing them.

Jimmy and Rin digging in.

Wanna and Gain posing before eating.

Couldn't believe that these two freaks always look good no matter when.
Notice the steam and the meat browning nicely on the pan, people.

Yours truly in the process of getting her first bite.

The meal was filled with laughter and joy.

The climax was reached when the owner of the shop came to the table

smiling pleasantly and bowing politely, asking yours truly to descend from her chair.

The moment her feet touched the ground,

the kind owner gently slid another chair under her first chair

and VOILA!

2 chairs for the midget,

to ensure that she could reach every piece of food on the table!

This is what we call FIRST CLASS SERVICE.

In no less than an hour the food was gone.

Time for our departure.

Jimmy and Rin posing for the end of the BBQ gang's 1st meeting

It's ages since our 1st meeting,

but the warmth and satisfaction, along with contentment

of the meeting remains in our memories.

As the weather gets colder and colder,

our minds flew back to the warm fires of our very first visit to HAWAII.

Poem of Honour to the Fire

Oh, fire, fire,

Glorious fire,

May we ask in humble airs,

"Where art thou?"

We seek thy pretty face,

to warm our coldest days!

END

我饿，故我在

01 December 2007, 7:30pm

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

好饿。快饿扁了。

房间里只剩泰国Maggi面（They call them 'Mama', don't ask me why），但头发已渐渐一把把地跟我说拜拜，现在已经不敢再吃了。

惟有等着一起去吃Pinoy。

别忘了我们现在是在山上，要出去吃还要闯关呢。

而现在连第一关都还没过。

连机车也没有。有种想硬着头皮冒冷走一个小时出去吃的冲动。

Rin都饿到软在床上了。

Johnny，快点把机车借来……拜托你………

Billy，快点把球打完好不好……等你等得快饿得腰要瘦掉几寸了……

对了，我是运动主义者，不节食减肥的。

话说回来

脸好像圆了很多勒

管它的。算我自暴自弃好了。